california october 22nd through november 2nd.

chicago november 4th through november 9th.

am i running away from my problems? yes i am. reality is in kansas city, and right now... reality makes me want to tear my eyeballs out.

everyone is growing away from me, and i'm standing in the middle, all by myself.

anyone in ohio!

i need to KNOW i have someone to pick me up and drop me off at the airport, and i need to KNOW i'll have a place to stay BEFORE i buy the tickets. you all want me to come up so bad? help me out.

rough dates are november 3rd, through the 9th. i'd fly into columbus, and i'd need to be there at LEAST on the 7th, and in dayton on the 9th. i could stay anywhere, any other time... as long as i got back to columbus to go home on the 9th.

i'm so sick of shit.

i'm home. i want to leave. really bad.

so uh... if you watch channel 9, pretty soon you'll see me in a bunk ass commercial for anatomy spa. my hands during stone massage, maybe a scene with me doing stone massage (but probably not, because my tattoos showed and david is a big whiney fucking prick), and doing chair massage. bleh.

david was more concerned with the actors' faces showing in the scenes than anything else, and it irritated the shit out of me. oh, and also all of the talking down he did to me because i had tattoos.

bling bling, motherfuckers.